ME after 5 years...

I can rock
Cause it's my life
And now's the time

Who will I be
It's up to me
All the never ending possibilities
That I can see
There's nothing that I can't do
Who will I be
Yes I believe
I get to make the future what I want to be
If I can make up any one and know the choice is up to me
Who will I be

If I decide
I'm the girl to change the world
I can do it anytime
Opportunity right in front of me
And the choices are mine

Why not
Try everything
Why stop
Reach for any dream
I can rock
Cause it's my life
And now's the time

I want to find the who I am inside
Who will I be
I want to show the way
The way that I can shine

within this 5 years, there are so many things that I would like to do. Now I am 19 years old, after 5 years I will be 25 years old. Not too old I think. Still pretty, young, and talented. Here are some important thing, I guess I would like to do within this 5 years. Take a deep look of this stuff, friends!!

1. I am finish my study in Degree in Culinary Arts and maybe still sit for making Masters in Food Service or Food technology.

2. Enjoying myself as a mature woman with family and friends.

3. On dating.(ahahaha...)

4. searching a hole to get in work.

5. I want to open a family business.

6. publish my own novel.

7. having a house and a car. InsyaAllah.

8. buy all stuff that I cannot buy now.

9. send my parents to go to Mecca.

10. saving money for marriage.

11 great ways to be a good friend

ONE>Avoid being judgmental.
TWO>Be honest.
THREE>Be a good listener.
FOUR>Give, don’t take.
FIVE>Spend time together.
SIX>Make friends a priority.
SEVEN>Be there for the good and bad.
EIGHT>Don’t keep score.
NINE>Focus on the positive.
TEN>Notice the little stuff.
ELEVEN>Have fun together.

~My dream guy~

Talking about a dream guy make me think about prince charming in every fairy tale stories. A young prince. handsome, with white horse and a big castle. but nowadays, there are no more that type of prince charming.(I guest..hahaha...)

like every girls in the world, I also have my type of 'prince charming' that i have dream on. that person should a guy of course..hehehe..do not have to be too handsome because I hate handsome man. i feel handsome man just make me sick with all their stuff and what so ever things to care about their look.

secondly, he should be a person who are caring and loving. I believe in myself that I did not need more, just his love and take a good care of me can make me happy.(chewahh..) it is hard to find someone who are really take a good care of his partner. but, i know there are still this-type of man out there.(i guest again...ngeee...)

another thing that my dream guy should have is can stand with my ego. I admit that i am a big-headed-egomaniac person.(but sometimes my ego just flew away..do not know why..;p).i canmot admit if i am lose in any thing. i love to verify a person before i get know him. during that time, he need to have a full of patience because i am too much to treat them.(serve them right). and sometimes, i can be a unpredictable person.i can be friendly, i can be a ditactor, i can be what i want to be.

one more thing is he should be taller than me. i like tall guy. if he is thin, the more i like. it is because i do not to cook much for him.(hehehe...)it is okay if he is a chubby guy. but then, i need to learn how to cook with full of concerntration because i am not too good in cooking.

talking about cooking, i want my guy is a good cook. therefore, we can cook together and i can learn from him with free...( a strategy).i do not want a tooooo romantic guy because i am afraid of them. it is just okay if he know how to make me satisfy with him. and all of it I want he to be my crying shoulder when I feel drop.;))

i also want to make sure that he can play an instrument eventhough it just a kompang. i think that is very sweet. if not, it is okay if he was an athlete.(day dreaming...again...)

he should accept the way I am. b'cuz I am not like other girls. everyone know that very well.(hehe). the most important he not a smoker. I hate guy who smoking even though some people think they look more macho and cool if they are smoking.
hmmm.... i want my guy to be himself when he with me because the originality can change all my perception on him.

The best thing that ever happen in my life

>>the best thing that ever happen in my life is when i am chosen to join National Service at Miri, Sarawak. It is the second time I went to sarawak. Before this, I had stayed at Sarawak for 6 years since I am 1 year old. Then my father was transfered to kelantan for 8 months.

>>during the time that I knew that I am chosen to join national service, I was at hostel. we were sending sms to know if we got to go to the national service. until my turn, I felt very wooried but excited. after that my friend said that I need to go to the PLKN. i screamed loudly and suddenly I cried(stupid thing I ever did). i've been thinking how I gonna live without my family for 3 months? but, at last I had decide to be a strong girl to there and get new experience that I never imagine how it was before.

>>first day in sg. rait camp, I felt like i am sold to philiphine. i did not understand what they were talking about. but, sarawak people are friendly. stayed there taught me the real meaning of friendship, responsible and love. made all things together, and sharing each problems together without care about races made me felt thankful because had been born in peace country like Malaysia.

>>at camp, we were divide into 4 compeny;alpha, bravo, charlie and delta. i am in Bravo compeny. i am the leadeer for 56 girls in the compeny. giving a command during marching every single morning, lead them at the 'berek', involve in every problems that they had made me be a new person who are more responsible.
>>besides, we are having a character building class,self confidence(water confidence),camping in jungle, jungle trekking, PPSB class, and many more that could'nt remember all. but all I know is all classes are the best.
>>if I am given a chance to join the National Service for second time, i will go with glad;))

~some of the most popular toungue twister~

>Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers,if Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers,wheres the peck of pickled peppers Peter Piper picked?

>Fuzzy Wuzzy was a bear,Fuzzy Wuzzy had no hair,Fuzzy Wuzzy wasn't very fuzzy, was he?

>I scream, you scream,we all scream for ice cream!

>Moses supposes his toeses are roses,but Moses supposes erroneously;for nobody's toeses are poses of roses,as Moses supposes his toeses to be.

>When a doctor falls ill another doctor doctor's the doctor.Does the doctor doctoring the doctor doctor the doctor in his own way,or does the doctor doctoring the doctor doctors the doctor in the doctor's way.

>Betty bought butter but the butter was bitter,so Betty bought better butter to make the bitter butter better.

>Jolly juggling jesters jauntily juggled jingling jacks.


>If Freaky Fred found fifty feet of fruitand fed forty feet to his friend Frank,how many feet of fruit did Freaky Fred find?

>Of all the felt I ever felt,I never felt a piece of feltwhich felt as fine as that felt felt,when first I felt that felt hat's felt.

“What I would like to change about myself.”

To talk about changing, there are a lot of things that I want to change about myself. All relates with my attitude, my appearance, my ambition and many more. Changing is good since we are always being on the rails.
First of all, the most important thing that I want to change about myself is my attitude. I am a person who too harsh (I think), and too masculine (hahaha...). Deep inside of me, I want to be more feminine but not weak. But, every time I try to change, there must be an obstacle that obstructs my vow. Friends especially, they are always say that I am such like a tomboy even though I do not think so. But, there are also among of my close friends support me and blow me a spirit in changing my attitude.
Secondly, I want to change my appearance. On how do I look like, my dress up, and my physical appearance. I am trying to put down on my weight. I think I am too fat based on my belly and my drumstick.It just too big for me... (hahaha)
If I were given a chance I want to take my SPM again so then I can change my SPM result's. I will try all my best on that paper. My ambition is want to b a doctor. IT is upset when I cannot achieve it. But, I am proud of who I am. I do not need to change what I have because I know, all things happened to me have been wrote for me. And I believe that is the best way that I should appreciate it...:>

THIS IS ME
I've always been the kind of girl
That hide my face
So afraid to tell the world
What I've got to say
But I have this dream
Bright inside of me
I'm going to let it show
It's time to let you know
To let you know

This is real
This is me
I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be now,
Going to let the light
Shine on me
Now I found who I am
There's no way to hold it in
No more hiding who I want to be
This is me

Do you know what it's like
To feel so in the dark
To dream about a life
Where your the shining star
Even though it seems
Like it's to far away
I have to believe
In myself
It's the only way

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HOLIDAY is one of the best day that I always wait with excited feeling deep in my heart. Because of that reason, I had bought my bus ticket two week before the day that I should return home. Even though there were only three weeks stayed at UiTMT, I still felt excited to return home.

On 22nd of January 2009,which is been the historical day in my life because the bus that I should took on that Friday Night did not come. The bus was broken at Merchang. My friend and I need to wait until 10 hours at Dungun bus station. It became more horrible to us since we saw an accident happened in front of our eyes. The car had swept away then cross the divider to the other road side. The car's tyre was exploded and it's windows are brake. It scared us. After a few minutes, policemen and ambulance came. Thank God, nobody injured in that incident.

I finished my holiday by hang out with my friends.We hang out at Jusco Bukit Tinggi, Klang. I spent one day at there. As usual, we watch movie and do window shopping. Besides, I also met my all schoolmate. There are eight of us. I missed them very much. There's been a long time not see them.

During my holiday, my grandparents had came to my house. Therefore, I need to acted as a good girl since my grandmother is orthodox-type of person. We went to all my relatives house at Cheras, Kuala Lumpur.Spent all the day at our relatives houses was make me felt very bored.

I return to UiTMT on 30th of January 2009. I am surprised that I have got the same bus with Wany. We laughed all the times liked long time no see. Return two day before the class start give us more time to finished all assignment given by our lecturer.

My Experience Being a UiTMT student for one semester

It is too much to jot down all my experience in here. Firstly, I would like to share my feelings toward the environments and culture in Dungun. Since I came from different state with different lifestyle, I feel it is maybe hard to get along with all people here. First day in UiTMT, i am exciting to go to Teluk Gadung Beach. It looked very peaceful and make me want to swim in it. Then, I know that there are a few students who had drawn in there. Thats news made me shock for a while. I really do not expected that the sea have it own history... During MMS week, which is the first week I been here I tried to be comfort myself with my new friends here. I have three new friend that still be my best friend until today. They are Adrianne, Wany, and Nini. We come from different state but we can get along with each other.

Life as a university student is totally different than life as a secondary school student. Life here is more relaxing and enjoyable since no one control me. But, I always remind myself of taking care of my behavior. I keep in my heart that I come here with resolution want to study and achieve my ambition. Stay far away with my family teach me how to be independent. Going to class untill late nigth is a new environment for me. I need to manage my schedule so that I can do my assignment before the due date. It is challenging to be in here. But, it not make me give up. It make me feel more excited to finish my study here and graduate as a UiTM graduate.